I only recognize the sharp breaking
of my heart
when I see something painful, but it goes
cuz i push it away
from my reality that I want to face
instead of something that brings me disgrace
This pain I do not know how to express is
slowly killing me...from the inside out.

it's permeated within my soul.
It's biting me and won't let go
It's never ending and not resolved
but never will be since it can't be unwound

I'm injured and sick, and I can't be cured
I'll be lonely, I can't do it now
I can't let go
I don't know how.