It's my birthday today. Good thing is, I'm 16.. it's my sweet sixteen... and I only had one French Final today.. plus a creme bruler.. and hot chocolate in french class, and a little candy with bon anniversaire. I also had a mini birthday party on the bus with Nate! my birthday buddy. Some of my friends rememebered, and Jessy told me happy birthday on my phone. Thanks guys...
Bad thing is, I don't feel very special. It's not sweet, I feel dazed, I feel like... I'm completely unspecial.
Bad thing is, I didn't get a cake, And I didn't see Bobo anywhere.. was he trying to avoid me?? and I dreamed about him today even.. which makes it WORSE. I STARTED READING YOUR BOOK !! and I have QUESTIONS! but I couldn't find you, I can't see you.. oh I'm so confused! I'd do anythingggggggg...
Bad thing is...it's not very sunny, it's a cloudy day.. it's a cloudy hot humid about to rain day.. but just like me.. I cannot rain, I am incapable of relieving this storm, so I must uphold this burden of tears... blanketed under a hot humid atmosphere.
Bad thing is...I didn't see Bobo anywhere...
Bad thing is...It didn't have to be this way!
Bad thing is... I'm getting one step closer to death! or is that a good thing??
Bad thing is... You hate me you all hate me! I'm supposed to be happy. How can I be happy? My heart really really hurts. and it's not just because of all these little shallow factors shaping my life, I'm here! I'm here! and I'm not here! you choose to ignore me.. bobo!! you choose to ignore me.. WORLD!
You choose to ignore me and I'm not here....
so I sing happy birthday to myself, in fact, I don't even sing it.. cuz it means nothing. It's not raining. LET ME OUT!
It's my BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIN! presents? nope... life? stressful... MY LOVE? GONE!
I love you! but no love returned. OH WORLD! WHAT IS THIS FEELING OF REMORSE? WHY COME NOW? IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, LET ME SMILE!
Bad thing is, I didn't get a cake, And I didn't see Bobo anywhere.. was he trying to avoid me?? and I dreamed about him today even.. which makes it WORSE. I STARTED READING YOUR BOOK !! and I have QUESTIONS! but I couldn't find you, I can't see you.. oh I'm so confused! I'd do anythingggggggg...
Bad thing is...it's not very sunny, it's a cloudy day.. it's a cloudy hot humid about to rain day.. but just like me.. I cannot rain, I am incapable of relieving this storm, so I must uphold this burden of tears... blanketed under a hot humid atmosphere.
Bad thing is...I didn't see Bobo anywhere...
Bad thing is...It didn't have to be this way!
Bad thing is... I'm getting one step closer to death! or is that a good thing??
Bad thing is... You hate me you all hate me! I'm supposed to be happy. How can I be happy? My heart really really hurts. and it's not just because of all these little shallow factors shaping my life, I'm here! I'm here! and I'm not here! you choose to ignore me.. bobo!! you choose to ignore me.. WORLD!
You choose to ignore me and I'm not here....
so I sing happy birthday to myself, in fact, I don't even sing it.. cuz it means nothing. It's not raining. LET ME OUT!
It's my BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIN! presents? nope... life? stressful... MY LOVE? GONE!
I love you! but no love returned. OH WORLD! WHAT IS THIS FEELING OF REMORSE? WHY COME NOW? IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, LET ME SMILE!
